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So...my tablet works now
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I'm trying to learn how to digitally draw now, so yay. I've researched a few programs like Paint Sai and have already used Photoshop so I'm going to see if I can get one of the two soon. xD
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I don't know what to write
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I don't particularly know what to write so I'm just going to ramble. I finally started drawing again and junk, as my current cosplay has kept me busy (making something without a sewing machine takes years...). Otherwise, I'm on and off about my story/visual novel idea. I don't know whether to start with the characters in purgatory or explain them as humans before death first and why they were sent to purgatory...ect.
That's enough rambling for now...if anyone actually reads this. xD
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Got a tablet
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Yes. But the pen is giving much difficulty.... D: Crap...
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Confusion
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Maybe. It's such an annoying word. It says explicitly that something may always be canceled. In my case, 'maybe' fits right now. A part of me is done with art, done with screwing around, done with everything except writing. Another is taking things out of proportion and twisting this reality. This side of me came up with a cartoon too...it'd be rather morbid to post though.
No matter how much I try to continue, I feel like a total failure as an artist, perhaps as a writer as well. Denial from a silly camp because I'm not good with people? It shouldn't bother. No. Nein. It should stop. Now. But it's bugged me for nearly a week now. I'm afraid to let people inside of me. I was too nervous to tell them what was behind the cutesy plush in fear of odd looks. It was already scary enough to present 2/3 of these pieces that all had a backstory/influence of death.
Sorry for venting here, but, if I don't post too often or get morbid...there's a little bit of my situation. I guess I can't help being a gothic lolita otaku or whatever mess I'm supposed to be called.
No matter how much I try to continue, I feel like a total failure as an artist, perhaps as a writer as well. Denial from a silly camp because I'm not good with people? It shouldn't bother. No. Nein. It should stop. Now. But it's bugged me for nearly a week now. I'm afraid to let people inside of me. I was too nervous to tell them what was behind the cutesy plush in fear of odd looks. It was already scary enough to present 2/3 of these pieces that all had a backstory/influence of death.
Sorry for venting here, but, if I don't post too often or get morbid...there's a little bit of my situation. I guess I can't help being a gothic lolita otaku or whatever mess I'm supposed to be called.
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Insane
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I don't know what to say...I just am finding that I've gone insane somehow from something twisted.
Perhaps this is the problem with the world? It's growing more mad by the days.
If anything, I want to stop the insanity, but what can I do? I'm not going to be a politician, so I can't change anything from its core. If anything, I'm an artist (bad one, but ignore that for a minute) and writer. Those two abilities give one enough power to impact. That alone will either create or destroy madness. Perhaps I want to give up and simply spread it?
Perhaps this is the problem with the world? It's growing more mad by the days.
If anything, I want to stop the insanity, but what can I do? I'm not going to be a politician, so I can't change anything from its core. If anything, I'm an artist (bad one, but ignore that for a minute) and writer. Those two abilities give one enough power to impact. That alone will either create or destroy madness. Perhaps I want to give up and simply spread it?
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